Dreams, Dreams. Dreams?

Lo siento por los que no saben ingles, pero a veces me ataca y tengo que pensarlo y o decirlo en ingles... es pura culpa mia. Les pido perdon.


I woke up with a big smile and I don't know why. A moment later I feel my heart oppressed, like if it were trapped by something that wanted to squish it. I start seeing flashes of the dream I've just had, a dream that showed why my heart was so oppressed, what makes me frezze, not because of what I saw, but because I wolud have never saw I were that blind!

Here is what I saw

I was alone walking down a dark and lonely street thinking about anything when I meet some friends. They told me they were going to a party full of girls.
- So?.- I thought, and went there with them.
We entered to a very dark place, so dark that I couldn't see anything. There was no music.
- Very odd place for a party.- I said
- Shut up!.- They shouted.
- What's the matter.- I thought.
Some lights turned on, all I could see was a path. As we walked lights started to turn on, then we reached a stairs and started to go down. When we got to the floor down the stairs all the lights at the place turned on. I saw a big room that seemed more like a jail than a party place. It was empty except for some things, in the middle there was some bars that separated boys from girls.
A minute later the bars started to go down, but no-one seemed to behappy for that. When it reached the floor some music started to sound.
- Well, time to make some friends.- I said as I started to go to the girls. But immediately a guy grabbed me from my arm.
- What are you doing? You aren't thinking of speaking to them, are you?.- He said.
- Uh? Is there any problem in doing it?.- I asked.
- Yes, of course. The problem is that you don't speak to them. You can kiss them, you can fuck them, but you never speak to them.- He told me whit a furious look in the eyes.
I froze for a second and started to feel how my feelings broke like a mirror smashed by a stone.
- How can you kiss someone when you don't even know her name?.- I thougnt looking around and around looking for an explanation.
A second after the guys started to dance every one by it self, all of them separated by the same distance, like if it were calculated. Then the girls started walking in our direction. When they reached us they started to walk around the guys, looking at them as if they where evaluating them. After a good examination of every one they started to pick the most "suitable".
I couldn't believe my own eyes, all I was told of human emotions had no meaning at that place, all seemed garbage. As the time passed there where a lot of couples doing something more than kissing, I could feel how my heart was corrupted by those images, I fell to the floor in pain.
When I finally could control it I stand up and looked around, but I saw nothing different, but one thing, this time I could see that there was just one girl alone in that room.
- If she sees me she'll have to pick me as I'm the only one alone in this room.- I thought. But then I noticed that I couldn't let mi mind behind, I could't take my heart out of my own body.
When I noticed that, I knew the only thing I could do was run out of there. A moment later I was outside running nowhere, running without direction. But I was forced to stop, I looked behind to se that what made me stop was a little dog barking at me. How?, I can't say but I could see a smile at the dog's face. I sat down at it's side and it jumped to mi legs, I started to carees it and took a minute to calm down, But something dind't let me. There it was, standing in front of me, the girl from that place, the last one. I almost freak out when I saw her.
Then I could see she was smiling at me. And It calmed me down, but immediately I remebmerd what I was told:
"-You can kiss them, you can fuck them, but you never speak to them."
There she was standing in front of me smiling and I dindn't know what to do. She came a little closer and sat just next to me. Then I knew I couldn't stay there for ever, and that I had to do something.
- Hello.- I said. Hoping it wasn't the wrong decision.
- Hi.- She answered, and smiling she asked.- Is it yours?.

That moment seemed to keep for ever. That moment answered me a lot of questions that where in mi mind. That moment was what liberated my heart from opression. That moment showed my heart a life less painful.


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